Fiona's story

printed with permission

Dear Bashi

I am sorry it has taken me so long to let you know how I am after my consultation with you! I hope that you are well and that all is good for you ....

I had what I feel was a really interesting response to our work together and all the exercises that you outlined. Firstly, I felt a very big anger well up inside me in response to all the time I had spent in my life being an easy target for other people to dump their stuff on! My nickname when I was a student was Auntie Magory and I was known as someone that people come to talk about 'deep' stuff or problems. In honesty, that had carried on in one way or another until recently, since before I spoke to you and I had recognised that but did not know how to change it.

The most significant and immediate difference that I noticed was actually on the work with my mother - things changed very quickly as I did the energy separation work on her. I became more aware of what was mine and what was hers and this was very positive! She sounded shaken several times when I spoke to her and her response to me and how I lead my life became different. In short, she now seems much more able to let me get on with my own thing without have to control me and if she tries, I actually tell her to back off. Since doing that exercise on her, I have noticed my friendships, changing also, realising that several of them have been based on my energy hosting my mother's characteristics that weren't mine. I am separating from my needy friends and looking out for new people in my life who I can have balanced relationships with.

I have done loads of thinking about past love relationships since speaking with you about my ex lover who hated me so much, releasing so much fear and persecution in me. I see now that I felt like that so much of my life, since being a child really. I won't be seeking that lesson again in a relationship.

The aura exercises are very interesting and quite transformational! I found that it was taking me a long time to do them a first because I enjoy visualisation so much. I noticed people physically moving out of my way in the street, as if they could see me coming and were respecting my space! I have become aware of other's space too, which feel very healthy. I have noticed also how much more sensitive/aware I am when some is trying to drain my energy and instead of being scared I now consciously remember my own boundaries, recognising when some has stepped into my field or is trying too! I am so glad to be feeling so much more aware. For a long time now I have felt that I was aware of other's energies but I had no idea how to stop being so drained - now I am well on the way to stopping this. I feel generally clearer and sharper and also comforted in the knowledge that I am not the only one who feels this way! I have had some really interesting dreams - most memorably, one where I was running away from a vampire, fearful that he was going to drain me - it was my cat in the dream who lead me to a safe place, he has appeared several times in my dreams as a guardian - interesting .....

I hope this letter finds you well Bashi and I thank you again for your help and teachings ..

with love and light to you

Fiona