Julie's story

I have been meaning to write but it hasn't felt like the right time until now. I can't believe my last session with you was in November, the months have flown by and my life has changed so much since then!

There have been ups and downs over the past few months but mostly ups. When difficult things do happen I am so much better able to cope with them now and recognise things for what they are as they occur. I am so much stronger and feel like a whole (or holy) person, I feel centred and grounded with a deep understanding of myself and who I am. I feel content and alive and I am no longer afraid to be the "alternative" person I truly am after years of trying to fit in and appear normal! I have started wearing make up and jewellery again, decorating my flat with posters and beautiful things, dancing and singing etc etc I feel like a teenager again, but this time a happy one! I feel I have completely moved on from the pain and difficulty of my childhood and think of it as my former life, as something separate from the me I am not, I feel free from my past.

I feel my aura is very strong now and nobody is allowed in unless I really want them to be there. I walk down the street and it is rare now that anybody touches or bumps into me. People I have never met before smile and say hello all the time and even start opening up to me or even apologising or confessing things they have done! I can interact with people in a detached way now; I do not absorb other people's pain or negative feelings. I did some energy separation work on my Mum and things are immensely better between us now. I understand what you said about being 'witnessed' and there have been occasions when this has happened, which is wonderful.

I read the book Spirtwalker and it absolutely blew me away - what an amazing book! It answered a lot questions for me and has given me a major interest in the subject. I wondered if you could recommend any other titles or any other books on Shamanism? I know I still have a lot of work to do and I know I need to apply myself a little more and become more of a disciple but I feel I am definitely on the right path now. Bashi, words cannot express the gratitude I feel towards you for all the help you have given me and others.

with much love

Julie Fletcher